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karma6809
Hello everyone, its been around 25 days after marriage. And i cannot go on anymore....im a new bride but already terrified about having to spend my life with him. I knew him for a short time before marriage. He seemed nice and i am 35, i thought my biological clock clicking and he seemed decent that time, and he had a lot of interest in me. so i said yes... marriage happened quickly..... then the nightmare started. the first night,... we were in a hotel honeymoon suit. he smoked in the room and due to poor ventilation i was suffocating. im a non-smoker. he smelled terrible and he didnt clean his teeth. he came near me to touch me in such situation. i closed my eyes due afraid to show him how terrible i was feeling. he kissed me forcefully. and suddenly he just lifted up my dress and fucked. it ended in few minutes...... i was shocked.... was that rape? what should i call it? i hated that.... after that he slept the whole night SNORING. i couldnt sleep for a second. I couldnt believe this was happening, a room full of smoke and a snoring man who just fucked me and now sleeping with peace...... i spent another two nights with him with great difficulty... i felt like i couldnt breath. He is not clean, he doesnt take shower in 7 days and does not clean his mouth, he smells bad... everytime he came near i felt disgusted..... after three nights i left his house and returned to mine... i dont want to sleep with him one more time. I dont want to see his face. I am traumatized. I wrote to him my feelings. But he doesnt care. He thinks these are simple marital issues and mocked at me.... Deep down im broken. I hate him......