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KSDBT
Hello. I need help. I've been with my husband for 13 years, married for 7. We have an amazing little girl. A few years ago I met someone else and fell in love. I never thought I would do this. I love my husband but we aren't compatible. The person that I fell in love with became my best friend and we have helped each other through so much. For 3 years I've been miserable with the guilt, the deception and the pain that I knew I was causing this amazing person. My husband and I are struggling financially. Last week he was fired from his job. Last night he found proof of my cheating. I admitted to everything. I was honest about all of it and told him that I wanted to leave him. We have no money. I have no idea what the next steps are. He is in so much pain and he is so angry. He can't speak to me, let alone look at me. I am overwhelmed with guilt. I don't know what to do next. I don't know where to begin. If anyone can offer some advice, some encouragement, I need all of the help I can get.