I feel very lost! I've only been married for 3 months and I'm already thinking of divorce. But who am I kidding since the beginning of the relationship we've had problems. At first intimacy was a problem he never really was one to start anything with me so I always felt unsatisfied and that we were just roommates in a sense. Then he did change and work on that but by the time that happened I was done wanting it with him. He has many issues from his childhood and from his former engagement which also made me feel pressured into saying yes when he asked me to marry him. Then the year went so quick before I knew it I'm married and now feeling more stuck then ever. We've been together almost 4 years and only married for 3 months and I just have this feeling that this isn't it for me. I feel so guilty though and everything I hear and read is to get the spark back but my question is how do you get something back that you never truly had in the first place? He's a good guy and he treats me well but is that enough? I feel like there should be more to forever I know it takes work but I feel like how do you pretend something is there that isnt?