I have cheated on my husband. I happen to meet a man I met and fell in love with him. I been married to my husband for 32 years. My husband forgot our wedding anniversary which my opportunity to tell him I am not happy with our marriage. I did not indulge on my affair. I told him I am depressed, confused, fed up with my life and I need to find myself. He wants to work it out and doesn't want me to leave. I want out but I don't want to cause any pain to my husband and my older sons (25&26 y/o). Husband says I will breakup our family if I leave. I go away every weekend to spend time with my new man. My new relationship is exciting and I am getting all the attention that any woman would want. I want to move out on my own to be independent. This is not the first time I cheated on my husband. First time was a total regretful mistake that I wish I have never have done it. My husband forgave me. My husband has brought to my attention what I did before. Obviously, it is on his mind forever. I feel lost and I don't want to hurt my family. I feel I deserve to be happy or stay on this marriage and try to be happy. I sometimes feel foolish because I am not young woman. I am 60 years old and my new man is 58 years old. We can't believe we feel so happy and young again. I would appreciate any feedback for my separation.