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Casanova44
I find my dating habits to be very repetitive. I often place my emotional assets and well-being in the hands of someone who I know is not healthy for me and in the end, usually after a few years, I realize that the time has come to call it quits. This recent relationship, one that has lasted over four years, was not like the others. She was everything I could have ever wanted and I finally know how it feels to be the one left behind with no warning at all... I don't know what I did and what kills me the most is that her excuse for leaving sounds eerily like the ones I used before her. Am I to her what those other girls were to me? Just somebody to hang out with to pass the time? This hurts more than I could have ever imagined. I feel worthless.